Things that have been happening seem too overwhelming to be put to words... too confusing, always morphing, undefinite, I can't pinpoint the exact heart of the huge swirl of everything.
Sometimes I feel insane, I feel rash, really stupid, really dumb, and perhaps the last of all, uncontrollable. Like constantly being in an uncontrollable frenzy, spinning too fast too much spinning up a self destructive whirlwind, turning once-beautiful golden, sparkling sand into an onslaught of splinters to my eyes.
I don't understand why it's so suffocating this time round, I've never felt so not in control of my emotions before, my dear Lord, please help me
Muse - Time is Running Out I think I'm drowning Asphyxiated I wanna break this spell That you've created
You're something beautiful A contradiction I wanna play the game I want the friction
You will be the death of me You will be the death of me
#Bury it I won't let you bury it I won't let you smother it I won't let you murder it Our time is running out Our time is running out You can't push it underground You can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom Bound and restricted I tried to give you up But I'm addicted
Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation You'd never dream of Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me #
You will suck the life out of me # How did it come to this? Oh
We live in different worlds, I should have just left it as that.
tsesin 
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