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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

hmm gt nothin to blog abt really. so i shall take sum questns from justi's blog lah. crap it'll probably look all squashed up in my blog..


1.Song playing at the moment?
invoke frm gundam seed. im absolutely in love with tt song..

2.One reason for living?
noe God better.at least im striving for that.

3.Do u think your partner is sexy?
dun have one

4.Ever donated blood?
want to but never tried.

5.Fav color?
black/silver

6.Accessories you usually wear?
bracelets from time to time> earings all the time.like duh.

7.One song to describe a heartbreak in the past?
jolin's jiu shi ai.supposed 2 be a happy song actually but was listening to it so much at that time they kinda became associated.like VERY closely associated.

8.Last place you went?
bt timah cc

9.Last person who disappointed you?
nevermind

10.The most boring sport?
RUNNING.if u call tt a sport. anyway it SUCKS. BIG TIME.

11.Ever had a baby?
ER

12.The funniest movie you watched in the past
week?
"what i like abt u"

13.The most romantic gift?
dun mind anyth as long as it's sincere.yup.

14.Sang on stage before?
NO. oh ya gt with my whole pri skl class on tr's day last yr.

15.Strucked by lightning before?
do u think i'll be alive and kicking here if i was.

16.Danced with a loved one before?
not counted. only a crush.n it wasnt really counted as dancing either.

17.Ever wished you could turn back time?
yes.lots of times. LOTS.

18.What would you do if you woke up one day to
find yourself to be someone from the opposite
sex?
i'll probably scream 1st.

19.One song that's meaningful to you?
guan1 huai2 fang1 shi4

20.What will you be doing tomorrow?
sentosa.class outing.

21.Who's your favorite TV character?
prince of tennis- tt main charater. hah i forgt his name :)

22.One thing you totally regretted doing?
there are alot actually. too many. im a act-on-the-spur-of-moment kind of person. not recomandable.

23.Do people like you?
how am i supposed to noe. why dun u ppl tell me.

24.What was the last game you played on the
computer?
i dunplay games on the com.

25.Someone who means a lot to you at the
moment?
apart from God, nevermind.

26.The color of your mobile phone?
black.shiny black :)

27. Do you hate someone at the moment?
trying not to.

28. What do you wish to happen now?
nothing i would prefer to say out.



i just realised something.

unhealthy.oh man.

yeah i i oso sorta realised that i missed my mom. hope she'll cum back..

can't stand my dad animore. dun say i didnt try.

]zith

spoke at : 11:40 PM
Sunday, May 29, 2005

my brain is fuzzy, i can't think.

feeling shit
-nv wanted to use tt word but its the only thing i can think of.


im losing control
feels im trying to get into a world i cant get into

i should stop.

should have stopped a long time ago.


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changing template..current one is stressing me out.

for a reason.

spoke at : 9:42 PM
Saturday, May 28, 2005

blogging in the morn-
so weird..

getting too much into the holiday mood already. n its like what? the 2nd day only.

im just idle-ing (dunno how to spell that) and doing nothing really except wasting time/ but the most horrible part is i dun really care actually.


yesterday was FISHBONE! extremely fun~ i was making the bananarama which didnt really turn out very well at 1st.hey but it improved! (a little)later. no worries though, its over :DD

just hope no one 's gna fall ill (or die) later.still wondering about the chips.
did some stuff worst then the time at the trial run....

at one time i forgot to put the bananas in (which is a very important ingredient-thought i dun really fancy it-) until i poured the drinks out..

the other time i accidentally put the metal spoon into the blender with all the ingredients there, and after a while jon realised there was a metal spoon there~ n i was like no wonder it was making such a loud noise..heh

in the end it had to be redone,cos we don't really want metal chips in the drink,(yeah the spoon was chipped) when there was already the danger of wood chips ..ha :)

then the last time before we packed up i realisd i blended part of the wooden spoon into the drink too cos titus held up a 2mm wood chip.
oops :DD


the wooden spoons werent changed for plastic ones or sth like what i hoped at 1st, but i figured that would be just nice cos plastic chips would do much more damage to someone else's guts (cough) compared to wooden chips

aletheia told me wooden chips can kill. hope not. but then most probably its true.

shall not mention whether the drink i made was nice or not.. :)
n im sure ure wun really be interested oso too.yeah :DDD

anyway- ysd was nice..cant wait for the next fishbone :)))

hmm
nice short entry: zith.

spoke at : 7:37 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005

totally impossible? maybe not.

is everything js another illusion- i want to be proven wrong. but i don't dare to take up the dice. i don't think i want to either.

for it will result in only either of the two endings.]


prove me wrong..

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my mom js came back frm the parent meeting session :)
no comments but she rocks..details private :))


i have to work harder..grades not as good as i wld like it to be. i suppose i havent been putting in enough effort. ok nvm tt was crap cos its rather OBVIOUS.

was wondering what i wld be if God wasn't in my life. haa...maybe i'll be extremely angry and violent n vulgar [ooO...]

and totally lost too..
thank God He's there for me.


don't understand why ppl choose to be so vulgar. i dun really think that's iz um, COOL ya noe. i just don't understand~ or maybe i do. there was a period of time when was so freaking vulgar.

sometimes lyk do u really need to be vulgar so u'll feel and be accepted? -so that you can appear cool n all..

lol dunno y im saying all this. toking to no1 in particular..serious. don't want to judge ppl.



yeah ms chee is nice..shall miss her lots when our sci tr is replaced nxt term..& must practise drawing alrdy.......
my art's getting suckier and suckier~~!

art is important to me k..its my life.and more.


being happy is important.have to remember that and not be so grouchy towards things in life. gta spend less time wadding in my com pixels too. spoiling my eyes and wasting precious time. i want2 finish hw as fast as possible..dont' want to drag till the last weekend AGAIN.


mom went to malaysia again today just after she came home after the parent meeting session thingy.for "a short while"- according to her

must be cos she was quarrelling with my dad this morning,freakingly loudly, and he conviniently asked her to get out of the hse -of cos in a EXTREMELY NICE tone.

i seriously do not noe how to relate to my dad. stimes i watch tv programmes and see the close bond between the daughter and the dad n i kinda envy them. or like sujah and her dad too. or my cousin yallini with her dad.
a bond is nothing like what we have between me n my dad.

but most of the time i don't think about it anyway beCOS 1. it has been like this from like since, forever? 2.ive never been close to him anyway so i dunno what im missing out n THUS i don't really care.

besides, i have more problems at hand.

---yea but im happy with my life..i try not to make more problems and to forgive and put the nasty past behind.

*except for one exception -that i'll never forget.

sigh
nvm.

nevertheless im quite proud that i didnt snap when my dad make me so hopping mad and when had to sit in his car and listen to him scold me becos he was angry with my mom.

just sat there not talking but was so freaking mad. in the end he cooled down a bit, realised his mistake and he tried to undo it but i DUN WANT TO NOE. urgh- no apologies, no freaking NOTHING.

forget it.i dun wanna get angry over it again.


]zith

spoke at : 8:02 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005

before i forgot....credit to JUSTINA (aka ahmah) for thinking up this very nice url name for the blogg...ha im supposed to do this a long long time ago but..NVM.-


so.

horrifying what jolyn showed me today. reversed lyrics. like goodness- but yes God will protect us.


have strayed- got to get back, HAve more DISipline. yes but im trying to follow as closely as what i read- it helps :D it really does :DD
have learnt to accept ppl more.yeah.


only under His hand do we find true happiness..


shall blog in proper english,don't really fancy seeing my english deterioate (<-great how do u spell that) to rubbish and do nothing about it.


looking forward to dance tomorrow- our encore dance really rocks@! :))haa..if only leanne was here yar~ can learn steps together, cant believe she's in COLORADO-! all the way on the other side of the world! +

still looking forward to FISHbone-! i do sincerely hope they change the spoon though..

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dunno what to do, no idea whether you're real or just an illusion. maybe i should just relax.


it was nice seeing ur face soften though- just like the other time, a long time ago..

..lol..im in such a dreamy state- should snap out of it.

why ppl just want to be tough infrnt of the world is something i don't understd.

hmm still in my dilema.
--------
noe what i can't stand ur attitude now. u have no reason.
uve changed a great deal. ive realised it myself. n u used to be nice. guess that was history too.
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ok nvm was kinda pissed off cos someone was particularly cold & only asking for results.....didn't understand the need for a cold attitude. there was no reason i could bring myself to think of. but maybe....just maybe..o nvm.


don't worry if maybe i thnk tt its u its not.haa ok i dunno how to explain but u should noe when its NOT u. but there are loopholes..ok i shall find a chance to Explain.


"'

eeks freaky ths entry looks like i have different worlds in me..ha

don't understand myself sometimes..made a few mistakes today. shouldnt have blamed evrything on mindy yes.but was rather proud tt i didn't snap cos was irritated with jas at a point. :D


haa ok done for now- gta rush my shortening of script:) [yeah from ysd]

contend.zith-

spoke at : 7:35 AM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005

CHEE HEE yea lotsa ppl tagged- *laughs

including the chocomocho person..which was unexpected.yeah.

ohyes FIshbone is on THIS SATURDAY @church! 7o'clock! (or izit 7.30....)
anyway thinking of inviting jas n suj since they live so near.. im a kitchen hand! making bananaramas :) [i kinda forgot most of the recipes now but heh NVM--..]


the last time there was a trail run, there were too many wood chips in the drink i made cos i kinda put the wooden spoon too close to the blender blade :D


i hope they change the spoon :))



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jus came back frm ninjado im supposed to be shortening a script right now but i kinda gt distracted. ha nvm..

yes 1st lesson learning a new "chapter"!.. ha-


lyk freaking ---- i think i look more lyk im dancing.. [ninjado is a MARtial art btw] "sigh ive gt nothing to say

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history is repeating..

n im faced with this age old dilema again.
have no idea what to do..*sigh

maybe i can't let go of the past-maybe im dwelling too much over there. yeah.it must be. but do i follow the "let go of the past" or do i follow the "learn from past mistakes".


wish things were like the old days..much, much simpler.



ignorance is bliss?

zith-

spoke at : 7:40 AM
Friday, May 20, 2005

OMG

i js typed a LONG entry n it was just....DELETED.

OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG



had quite a lot of things in it tt was IMPORTANT.for some people.. sigh* nvm nt lyk they'l read it oso..


haa guess they'll nv noe hu they are huh..

breaks my heart- but forget it. when ever since did my heart break become important anyway. easier to live with it. yes.


ok
im NOT trying to get what sympathy shit here ok. don't have to treat me nicer or say im trying to get sympathy. btw i despise ppl who do that.

not in the mood to blog all what ive js blogged just now.some other time perhaps.


anyway.

broken hearts can mend and get tougher


- anything is possible. remember.



zith-

spoke at : 8:20 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005

URgh-
i dont care ANIMORE.sheesh im SO sick of PERSONALIZING the temp.

*breathes
yes n my com loads this template freakingly slowly~ n things go MISSING on my blog.like,this time iz one quater gone,then the nxt time, BAMH!- HALF of it is missing.

my com sucks.ive gt nothing to say.

clnt think of ANYTHING for wishlist so stuff there is rubbish.ok-actu not realli but ~well u get my point.or maybe u don't..
anw: den i gt so frigging irritated at the LINKS.aft tt i didnt bother abt the stupid "EXTRAS"-shall think of it NEXT TIME. aniwae-nxt time im gta havta:-

-correct all mistakes in links AND wishlist
-rearrange my links in SOME sort of decent arrangement
-think of REAL stuff for wishlist
-think of something to put in 'extras'(more time for this,im feeling particularly lazy abt this)


well ok at least i love my tagboardd:)

realised temp so teen angsty-am i lyk tt? lol dunno.....but alot of billabong logos,dun realli agree to tt..but HEY it looks nice generally..so abstracted.


anyway there's this real interesting ICON thingy-

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yea tts ENUF for tdae.don't feel lyk blogging animore.


zith-

spoke at : 3:10 AM
Sunday, May 08, 2005

new template yes.

spoke at : 11:25 PM