was just thinking;

that actually, the love you have for someone else might very much be God's gift...

when you love the person for who he/she is..not just relationships,friendships and all too..

its just like God gives u the gift -the gift of a part of His great magnificent love of what He so loves for everyone,and in this case,that particular person.


so that no matter what the person does or says, you understand that person,love that person no matter what,for who he/she really is on the inside.

isnt that just beautiful?
-special gift from your Father in heaven:)


love,is a gift.

lets not let the past hurts tear at the strips of your life again..open up the gates and let the King of Glory in:)


and receive the love of everyone there to love you:)

second entry of the day i know its crazy but

OHMAN MY BROTHER IS SO CUTE! :DDD

lao you know he tried to use my ponytail to tickle his neck! LOL.

its not the 1st time but you know my ponytail is like barely longer than the width of my 4 fingers!

and im like staring at the com and he suddenly comes up real close behind me -i can smell his nice shampoo smell...LOL:)


so ticklish! LOL


he's the cutest little guy ever..lol...

ahh *stretches lazily*

i know no one reads this BUT ohwell:) i like to type!so yea.
lalala....(as you can see i have nothing to type abt)

which reminds me...mr raj's Lala Land.where sian and un-enthu ppl(?) go..


there's so much...doubt and everything that shouldn't be here in my life..
ha i wished i never knew you sometimes.ohwell.

but i cant help it so yea i'll just turn to God for strength.and to make life simple,not all the complicated no-one-understands-me stuff.yea.


now i finally understand when i read a particular blog entry..how a lot if people are so..unhappy in their lifes.fellow peeps so rebellious and everything...asking questions of why this and why that..

and i really thank God for breaking that whole world of illusion tearing at my life.and for the support of close friends :)


yea.
still..i have to stay with God closely...and pray...don't wanna slip away.


this is a very...random entry//

but just wanna tell everyone out there that your Father in geaven loves you so much, so much. :)



something that popped in my head suddenly just now..
When two stars no longer fly at the same pace,one will die out before the other


ok,DUH but hmm geez why so sad?? haha.ohwell(:

wait wait got lots of stuff to blog about..

firstly__________________
COMPUTER'S BACK TO LIFE AGAIN!
no more dead metal corpses lying around in my house.

ok serious..like wow after so long of no computer..but its a good thing i guess..broke the habit of going online every single day.
and now im gonna cont'd it!
-heh no la.i hope.


secondly..
SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO NAVIGATE JUSTINA'S BLOG!!!
i havent been going there in ages-haha..
but i really cant find ANYTH to click..like am i suppose to click on the pic or what..

i was clicking away like crazily and i cldnt find anything/
aiya.


thirdly.
there's a dance production coming up in january!
january 20th and 21th,a friday and saturday respectively.show's at 7.30 at night,at nanyang.yay come watch it! *a Hat-full of Stars :))

tickets at $12..haha not ex right!must come!


AND

velocity- an outdoor concert @ bt panj!
20th dec~
there'll be bands and all from covenant (kairos/kyra/pleroma's gonna be there!!!) and btpanj..haha must come too! tickets at 5 only!:D


hope i'll be able to perform for velocity..cos coincidentally; dance camp's from 20 to 22dec and yar velocity's on the 20th of dec too...

ok nvm i can only pray..
and have faith that everything will turn out well!


ha i realise the importance of devotional..gotta keep it up:)
jiayou to everyone out there struggling with it too! may God strengthen you:)


God has done so much since the camp that is to be awed at,in both my life and the life of others...and i can't do anything except to finally really acknowledge that He's there.

and just yesterday..i understood the meaning of surrender everything to Him in troubled times and in the end things went according to His perfect will,and turned out even better than what i ever expected!


haha praise the Lord(:

aiya my com died on me

a month ago and its body still lies in the table,untouched and cold.
and there it will lie until the new there is again a spark of network life~


ok LA whatever ha.
but anw i just came back from church camp! at aletheia's house la.

and GOD IS AMAZING.
i am speechless,i stand in awe.never again wil the speeches of an empty life,a hollow vessel etc etc pop up for He fills my life:)))) with His GREAT LOVE.

yay yay yay
but i pray against this just being a spiritual high..
heyheyhey im going to try to CHANGE.and remain in the love of God. :)


praise the Lord!
He looks over everything; and to Him,everyone's PRICELESS.so no more hating the mirror.its GOD'S CREATION.


and even my piece of cold metal breaking down at home might just be part of His will afterall(: