On a more logical, less emotional note.
I've thought about loads of stuff, considered so much, and realised I shouldn't be letting my imagination wander so far off, and drag my heart along.
That for all I know, I may just be creating a hypothetical situation based on assumptions I can never validate.
Or, in short, that its just all in my head.
I've realised, that instead of moping on the unchangeable, there are many other things I should turn my focus to. My walk with God, for one. Sometimes it feels like a clean cut of strings that used to bind, and probably, blind.
Through the course of today it dawned upon me that there are many things that never turn out the way we want them to; but in the end, God's in control. However impossible it seems. mm.
Perhaps He'll reveal it in time.
Today, though, I'm just really tired.
tsesin 
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