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Was touched by mindy's letter today, it was so..heartfelt haha i was just smiling at the canteen waiting for the queue like some nutcase LOL although HEY YOU i know you'll never read this -_-
hahaha I miss you :) like super loads ohman/ohmin! haha

miss the days when we'll just freaking do all the crazy nutty idiotic stuff and how we'll go extra crazy for drama

and all the weird talks and bitching and complaining about everything under the sun. ohman those were the days (:

the days of dreaming and not knowing where we're gonna go, but not caring either :D
and although in sec 3 and 4 we were so busy with our own stuff but thanks so much for initiating the whole letter thingy.... so unexpectedly sweet of you ok xD


GO LITTLE BOMB, I HOPE YOU'RE BLASTING EVERYONE WHERE YOU ARE NOW. LIKE HOW WE USED TO BLAST TOGETHER!
hahahaha.. i miss you!

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and evelyn! was really really nice and concerned and I thank you so much for those initiated gestures of concern! haha i was kinda touched you know? even in the midst of my madness and little (cough-understatement-cough) bit of insaneness. you're a gem (:

and although i never said so i always felt you were like the angel part of my life in the midst of my devilish chirpyness in sec 3 and 4? like sitting next to me always reminding me i had to be nice xD

AND YOUR 'MORE THAN WORDS' GUITAR RENDITION. and you know all my fav songs? and you play them the best? i swear i haven't heard anyone play better than you since ok. the rest are like...ah nevermind. -.-

you were like so thoughtful and self-sacrificial to everyone laaa. and you were so nice i never felt like i needed to be someone else with you. hahaha thanks so much, for always being someone i can go high AND I KNOW YOU READ THIS SO YEAH JUST SO YOU FINALLY KNOW like omg after how long

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RIGHT. since i'm here let me just write a tribute to all of my closeclose friends (:
although its um. the day before my lit common test paper. lol

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DEVON.
you idiot! hahahaha. always being damn funny when you complain about everything in the world

ohman i'll never forget the stupid art days just spend couped up in that chicken ass of a room doing prep -_- AND THE BILLIONS OF COLOUR PENCIL AND THE DIFFERENT SHADES AND THE SHARPENING. ok we never thought we would finish it but we did eh?

YOU AR. have the weirdest ideas cracked up in your head like wanting to be (still wanting to be-_-) an espoignage. is that how you spell it? and this -> -_- is totally your signature smiley la. like i get reminded of it when i use it, i don't know why 0-o


AND I'M SO GLAD WE DECIDED TO COME CLEAN WITH EACH OTHER lol NOW WE HAVEMORE TO TALK ABOUT! ohman i know i'll always have you for the enjoy-life things (ICE CREAM!), all the crazy things (GOING TO YOUR SCHOOL!), all the life questions that we'll approach poignantly because we refuse to be positive.................


lol. I'm glad even though we don't talk like damn much we're still as close when we talk ok!

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JUSTINA.
you woman, i talk so much to you i don't know what to tell you here la. you know how much i treasure you!

ok although we were going against each other and all the stupid idiotic stuff in lower sec i'm glad we've grown to become confidants man. the best thing is, i know you're always there. like always contactable, super free (seems like it xD) hahahah. and you're a big part of my life la, like first in school then NINJADO which was quite a huge thingy in our lives..... THEN PRIMARYSCHOOLFRIEND.

i'm glad i've gotten to know you so well babe :)
and although its WEIRD seeing pri school friend with close friend but >< I'LL GET USED TO IT.


I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST WITH WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
XD

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JOLYN!
ok you'll never read this -_-
but you've...kinda always been there? when i needed you most. i don't know how to put it. hahahaha i'm go glad you returned back to God, its great seeing you so passionate for Christ now dear (:

although we're like in totally different worlds now but you know, and i know we'll always be sisters in christ. like it just binds us, and its never hard to tell you what i really think.

thanks for all the encouragement, the prayers, the strength, the faith, and so much, so much.

thanks love, don't know where i'll be without you (:

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JULIA!

last but not least eh. I BLOODY KNOW YOU WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER READ THIS. but we're so close its undescrible hahahaha we're so in tuned with each other la! thanks for being there for the most important parts of my life, all the painful, dark closet parts, all the eventual growth and happy parts. hahahaha you were just there all the time.

i guess there's just something about being sisters in christ (: and i guess the best part was, we were there in our growth in God? and just life.

hahaha its like, i'll never believe the day when you're not a part of my life you know? i'm just so used to you being there (:

love!!

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its funny, how even though i was so high and crazy in secondary school God has blessed me with real, true close friends? friendships that have real depth, and friendships that two words 'true friends' can't even begin to fully describe. that although we don't talk much everything is still BAM there when we do.


and how now its all really different. i think i'm falling into a loads-of-surface-friends-but-very-few-true-ones pattern now, in this new environment. i guess these things take time. haha ohwell.

but today i realised how truly blessed i am, with these few but DAMN! precious friends.
love you all man, more than you can imagine.