Passiveness.
Passiveness is, not knowing if such a word as "passiveness" exists and not bothering to check out.
Passiveness is, knowing something you should do -knowing strongly, you do not even doubt- but sitting still, and doing nothing.
Passiveness is, inadequately empathizing, or not acknowledging, in actions, or verbally, knowingly or unknowingly.
There is beauty in passiveness. A detached form of emotional being developes -for there is no way emotion can be forsaken- and sits inside of you, caring yet uncaring, seeing yet not seeing, knowing yet not knowing. In this way, your emotions do not leave you, but they leave the world, and bring you along.
And perhaps, just perhaps, if passiveness does not totally overtake you, you will get to visit someplace far, far away. Away from the rest of the world, away in the depths of your mind.
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HAHA, what was that.
That is a manifistation of my regret over my passivity which is overtly apparent to me today, hurray.
I write things down, so my logic does not go wayward and everywhere and I end up deluding myself thinking that things are in a mess and totally incomprehendable. In summary, so I don't become emo and self wallow, lol.
SO. LESSON LEARNT: DO NOT BE PASSIVE.
haha ok that was superficial.
But I suppose its life. Life, or God? brings things to hit you in the face, and instead of mopping about being sad I might as well do my best to salvage the situation and move on. DESPITE being a little discouraged, its ok, ok if i walk on in God's strength.
YEAH OK. I'll move on.
And what is the situation? next time :)
tsesin 
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