Today was the end of orientation! Yeah it was fun, we had war games and a dance party afterwards. Seemed more like clubbing to me, but haha it was fun nevertheless. I found out my dance vocabulary is only like, | THIS | tiny.
And during war games the guys from orange gang was crap rough ok. Today was the first time I got hit (PURPOSLY and quite a lot of times) by guys. But I suppose its better than being treated like some pampered princess.
Its finally the end of orientation, and although it was fun I couldn't help wanting it to end quickly. Not for the coming lessons, but I suppose having an extended orientation is seriously shag. Like you literally end up with ruffled hair and you feel like shreds.
SO. was today a good day?
unfortunately I seem to always be here only when I have things to sort out. And going by that standard, today has got to be one of the toughest.
In my life when faced with a forkroad I'll end up, ALWAYS, on the route of risk. To me, I work subconsciously -now that I realise- on the theory that the grass is greener on the other side.
I learn to biasely detest the "safe" route while remaining perfectly objective to myself, though exactly what I detest of it I do not know. Somedays I pride myself of courage in taking that calculated risk, other days I believe the path of risk will free me -from something I have not yet to figure its shape of but have seen its shadows.
After all, "Nothing ventured, nothing gained."
Indeed, life teaches you lessons, sometimes easy, sometimes hard. And today, I learnt the consequences of gambles.
tsesin 
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