There's something in those eyes I recognise, only now, perhaps the want and wanting from so long ago.

Younger, stranger, yet definately familiar. Could I have scrambled for what was already found in my house?

You swirl the past in dark mocca colours- strong, dark, overwhelming, and intoxicatingly beautiful. I have stepped away into another world, yet I see you dwell there still.

Do I sense care? The lack of it?

For few can care for someone they barely know. And you, happen to be in the other, darker, abeit nicer-smelling, world.


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Came back from penang, indulging in shopping, talking, shopping and more talking. Talking to relatives I barely know, relatives I never knew I had, relatives of eccentric nature, and I have an architect and politician relative! wee

For those who are baffled, I am currently undergoing this phase of being excited at things/people relating to architecture, a phase I hope will last for the rest of my life.

I want to be an architect!

Haha aside from that! This place has been relatively dead for so long its stinking. And I'm getting bored of the elmo skin again.

WHO WANTS TO LEARN MUAY THAI WITH ME. Its fun! Really! And if you're weight conscious HEY it helps you lose weight!
But although I'd love to entertain these thoughts once in a while I know its going to be quite some sun-rise-from-west event if it actually comes true.


"Do things that will benefit you."
BENEFIT defined as doing you good in terms of paper qualifications, good records and positions that will help you go further.

So is this adulthood that we begin to catch a glimpse of? That we choose to do things not only because we enjoy them, but for its Benefits and Implications? Here comes pragmatism over...deemed as child the "likes" and "loves".

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(This post has been typed halfway before laptop was abruptly confiscated. I have poorly patched up the last sentence which was half-formed from before, but I am unable to complete it further..

I have lost my train of thought.)