HIATUS, until the end of olevels.

i've thought about it, quite hard.
i don't really have a use of a blog.

i don't need people to know about my life, or more about me. the people i truly know and care for all know me in real life. and if someone really does want to know me better, a meet up in reality would be a better gauge.

i don't really have a desperate need to satisfy my boredom, if boredom means having nothing you can/should do. i have tons of them.

i don't have a worthy goal or purpose that i want to achieve through a blog, unless you count blabbering about life. and i know i can put the time to better use.

so, im stalling the breath of my virtual life. (haha, that was so melodramatic)


and i've thought about my ankle, and decided that if i habour another negative, whiny thought i should smack myself. because i should be thankful that i'll still have a chance of moving freely when it totally heals.

i can still fulfill my dreams of rock climbing, climbing frozen waterfalls, mountain climbing, horseback riding, etc. i am not wheelchair-bound for the rest of my life, so i should stop complaining like i am going to be.


and maybe im far away from God now, but i know He's always been somewhere near so i'll just have to learn how to turn back. and He'll lead me back, too, in his time. i know i can't do without Him. He'll take care of this whole tough year, He'll take care of the rest of my life.

maybe i can't feel him, but i know faith is more than feelings. :)

and for deemed impossibles, i know too that nothing is impossible with God, and a right attitude. be it studies, physical limitations, relationships.


so after all that thinking, well, life just has to go on. see you in real-life.