i think, He wanted to show me how far He'd brought me.
and although things from the past may still make me weak in the knees, numb in my feet,
i know He's carried me for so long, and He'll continue to work in me.
i must admit, sometimes i feel like im leading a double life. and i don't think i can eradicate this on my own, so Lord i really really need you like never before. or, like always before.
trying so hard to prove im worth something, forgetting that in His eyes we are all already so precious, is always a trap i'll fall unconsciously into. especially nowadays with all the hectic rushing like nuts.
hmmm. God still have lots to clean up for me.
:)
this week i am accident prone. snapped my glasses, effectively twisted one ankle, then the other some time after. and i got a bit emo cos of the stress and mopped around abit.
sigh. the stuff here and coming:
MATHS + CHEM CATCHING UP/UNDERSTANDING
LIT PROJECT - PRESENTATION AND ESSAY
BROWN BELT GRADING
SYF
MIDYEARS
COURSEWORK
i need super human strength.
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