Endlessly by B44



don't search for the lyrics, don't try listening for them real hard either, they're quite sad. but guess what! i like songs of this genre (: oh i could listen to this song over and over and over and over and over.


AND,
TODAY WAS THE OFFICIAL HANDING UP OF THAT VISUAL ARTS TASK TO CAMBRIDGE.

it is truly a cause for celebration. WE HAVE BEEN UNDER ITS TORTURE FOR FAR TOO LONG. 3 months, to be exact. 3 long, long months, but actually i've really learnt a lot through this.

first above all is not to feed myself undue stress and do last minute rush work again. Thank God i could complete it this time round, it's pushed me to try finishing my coursework by JULY.

much as i complain though, this visual arts task (the actual proposal and all the designs) have left quite some deep emotional sentiments. because of everything we (as the olevel AEP students) have gone through together, what ive learnt (it was some hard lesson ><), and what God revealed and demostrated through the course of this.


so as this ends today ive to rise up and face the mountain of homework ive been pushing aside to make time for this- all the work ive to catch up with. an amaths test this thursday, teachers to answer to for skipping classes to do VAT, dancedancedancedancedance, grading!, MIDYEARS.


hahahaha, everything's just a never ending cycle really. and everything changes, everything looks worth pursuing for. and if we just end up chasing after everything that glitters we'll be left drained, our soul empty in the nights we've to face.

so im really more and more convinced, that the only thing that true and actually worth time pursuing hard, is God.


so this year, im studying hard for God. he shall be my mentor and counsellor and guide. and tutor, especially for maths.

<3


but God, i need help, to help me curb this never ending desire for that one thing, something i've struggled by myself for too long, something only you know

2/4, 10:56pm