HAHA BUT ITS CUTE!!
(although a bit not me)

aww man people just give me a break, its only a template.. i got so sick of dark black backgrounds.

and so this is like, PERFECTO :)





camp was great! (i mean dance camp, but the sec 4 camp too, anyway)
not in the fun way actually...it wasn't like a great rocket blast of fun, but the piece really improved a lot! in terms of the emotions and the whole feel of the piece, and the togetherness of us all :)


love <3

it was tiring, but great :)
the next few weeks will be packed, with syf, njd practises, midyears.. BUT WITH GOD I'LL COPE. or, more than cope :)

ive not really been depending on God nowadays, and have been compromising on quiet time. but as with jon lee's case as aletheia, julia and i were dumbfounded to find out yesterday - God honours the time you spend with Him, and He will take care of everything if you just depend on Him.

because,
JONATHAN HAS FINISHED ALL HIS HOMEWORK. (*faints*) and this is despite all other commitments of his. is he burned out? (doesn't seem like it) and he stops work at 10 to do qt for an hour plus. sometimes wakes up at 6 to continue doing hw.

julia, too, shared on praying and dependence on God during these stressful times.

and so yesterday's main message of the sharing was to pray and really depend on God for strength, to ask and He will provide. this really goes with what's been happening in my past week too.

these past few days God has been constantly raising up past issues that ive buried inside for quite a while now. issues that i struggle with, that i run away from whenever i can.

all these brought up in the span of the past week, stretching over to the coming one which promises all the stress of things-to-be-done and not-done. (which amounts to A lot) the week actually seems pretty bleak.


but i believe God is calling for a dependence on Him, utterly, and finally -after trying to struggle by myself for so long.


hmm. this is going to be a hard week. but as our heavenly daddy says, My grace is sufficient for you.

so Father, help me to have the faith and dependence in you. cause i know i can't make it on my own.