wee. ok its been such a horribly stressed out week.
lots to do, loads to catch up on. but thank God he's always there to support me and give me strength.
its hard though, to juggle time and put God first inspite of all of the things to do... but He is the controller of time, and i should learn to trust in him in seemingly impossible circumstances.
its only the fifth week of the first term, and we foresee these busy weeks to be a norm in the weeks to come.
but im really thankful for jolyn and the mornings we meet other just to talk about our struggles, do quiet time, pray...
i believe God has placed people around me to just comfort me, ms yeo my cca teacher in charge talking to me about a matter very close to my heart, my church friends and my friends in school..
esp my class, which i have grown to love a lot(:
everyone's just really nice and cause our class size comes a notch smaller than the normal classes we're all really bonded and close.
hmm. and i thank God for tennis that mindy and i are crazy over!! haha...it really destresses me loads, but i pray it'll not become a tripping stone to my relationship and dependence unto him. sometimes i know i use it as some sort of an escape from all that stress. (good thing we're not really very good at it:D )
i think ive got too many things packed into my schedule, but i think God is tuning my self discipline (which really sucks) through this.
though it all seems so impossible but God's asking me to trust in him to bring me through.
yup. my quiet time isn't that consistent pray God'll help me find the discipline.. and there's a certain someone i believe i owe an apology to (face to face), but im too afraid to apologize. gee,
BUT IVE TO PICK UP THE COURAGE AND APOLOGIZE.
THIS COMING WEEK.
praying for strength.