another week's past, im beginning to fall into a rather specific blogging pattern.
ohwell.
i shant say its another stressed week because i think that it's a pretty undeniable, unchanging fact and of no use to put in repeitition week after week. nevertheless, it has been somewhat an interesting day today.
the release of olevel results, on a dready friday. so much for all the talk on putting it on a monday to decrease suicide rates. still, we got to sit in in the hall with the year 06 sec fours and stare at our yardsticks for our next year results.
and they were good, so proud of them :) but we're the last olevel batch from our school, i suppose the school administration has even higher expectations of us.
the waiting was H O R R I B L E. but im so thankful for my chinese results. i am convinced it wasnt any of my part, nor my hard work (i had barely put in any). my chinese absolutely Sucks and there was a real probable chance i'll fall a notch short of my expectations, but God really worked. i am beyond, beyond thankful.
the proposition of olevels is daunting. olevel marks a new environment seeking your adaption after judging your "intellectual capacities". it shakes your secure world. -not a very nice feeling indeed :(
good thing its earlier this year, i want to get it over and done with pronto. i hope it'll be over quick, like a snap of a finger. click, and gone. but i fantasize.
haha, nahh it'll be ok. i'l have to stop thinking so much and start trusting in God instead - and everything'll be just fine in his hands. :)
tsesin 
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