didn't manage to go for the trip, afterall.
it was so.. all of a sudden. and it was very hard trying not to be upset yesterday. but i suppose God has His reasons and timing for everything.
what did i learn?
i learnt that my dad and i have some serious communication problems. in fact, we hardly talk and that's a very big problem - its almost like he's a stranger. i can't say we have a strained relationship, cos i don't think we barely have one there in the first place.
its hard, when the person's supposed to be close to you but is in fact so Alien. and most of the time you don't feel like bothering because at this current state its not giving you any problems, but if you touch it it may bristle.
sigh. Father give me strength and wisdom to do something about it.
=
on a lighter note!
im back to the piano during my leisure time! learning Chopin's Polonaise in C minor. its an exam piece i LOVE but never got to learn before my piano classes were stopped. like most Chopin pieces, its dark, rich and beautifully emotive. And hard to pick up. :'(
but i suppose its ok, im not rushing for time anyway. its 7 pages long though, and that's a tad bit depressing. haha
its a lovely piece though, so its worth it :)
tsesin 
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