didn't go to the beach today, jolyn was tired :(
but i suppose its better if she stayed at home and rested for her carolling later. ohwells.
jolyn xanga-locked her blog, and mindy's blog is gone. as with a few others. so weird, feels like people are just dying from cyberspace. in digital cemeteries or something.
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overboard's the word.
and you, baby, went overboard today. went too far you fell over the side railing. and well if you keep assuming im who you think i am then im not really bothering to make the effort and change your mind.
im not gonna say "im not so sure anymore" cos maybe i wasn't even sure in the first place. so that leaves the current situation at..?
okay i hate being so defensive, and im not going to give excuses to justify it.
but yea, maybe i don't know you. jumped into the pool before checking the depth. didnt even glanced, and now i don't know what i got myself into.
ok im making it sound damn bad. -_-
must lighten atmosphere a bit.
sigh, all the same. perhaps its my fault too.
what nicole said, issues and strong emotions from the past i haven't let go that surface when provoked and you think its from the present situation. which, come to think of it, is quite accurate. :(
nicole's a great sister in christ to talk to.
kind, understanding, gentle, a great listener, comforting, and now i sound like her advertisement. xD
gee. i think i digress easily. but yea. i don't know what to make out of today, but at least thank God my smile isn't that forced now.
tired.
tsesin 
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