today was NUTS.!
literature and history...they just had to put all the LONG essay papers on the same day. well, i should be thankful im not in GEOG. GEOG-ers wrote an average of EIGHT pages, i heard. ><
end of exam week one, there's four more days to go! and im really thankful this week. thankful for the trials that showed me his love...and mercy. that He still catches me when i stumble and fall, when im convinced i've been the "worst christian ever".
i don't want to be ever too busy for God anymore.
and the feeling that He's in control, even when you look at the time and your logic tells you its totally impossible- is amazing.
and guess what, logic fails :)
tried praying for a few minutes before starting both my papers today (during exam duration) -papers that were always rushed for time. truthfully it was hard to calm down >< ive still got a loong way to go before really trusting Him, but the handing Him the exam and believing the 'impossible' was so comforting for the rest of the paper :)
God also blessed me with a weird-ly calm mind...and many many things. i owe everything to Him! seriously, haha.
another was a one-liner from a story on jan's blog quite long ago.
"Where God is, a spider's web is as a stone wall. Where God is not, a stone wall is as a spider's web."
and i personally experienced it too, during the exam week. there are so many other blessings!
ive never had a happier exam week, really/ all the stress, last minute regrets and high blood pressures never seemed so unimportant during this period of time :)
haha, when trials are an equivalent of His love :))
tsesin 
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