my com's on the idea of suicide again. pausing every other few seconds to contemplate.
justina suggests old age. i think it just hates me.
HAHA ok im just being stupid. and trying d e s p e r a t e l y to forget the big invasion of the
chinese donut (from dear jiayi) tomorrow.
donuts were never meant to be chinese, if you ask me. (but that makes no sensible point linking to o's so. XD)
i think im in love with jiayi's blog song!
Whenever You Remember by Carrie Underwood. :) but im trying to sit on this rushing urge to find the lyrics BECAUSE it sounds like one of those sad songs (about loss?) and i for one do not wish to be addicted to yet ANOTHER sad song and feel sad whenever i listen to it. ew.
(wow, long sentence.)
anyways. on childhood. jiayi's take: I didn't grow out of my childhood, it just decided to stop.
and its sad, cause i think i chose to grow out of mine.
:(
oh nooooo. more snipets of the song lyrics are coming through. :( actually ive got just about all the lyrics already stuck in my head, playing it over so many times.
hahahahaha. this was such a superficial, lame, uneeded entry.
(not updated immediately then. i think my com really hanged.)
tsesin 
spoke at : 6:44 PM