blasted by complexity, it was a most mind boogling experience.
enticing and at the same time repulsive..most interestingly addictive, nevertheless. enlightened of the lack of any ability on my part to bid tidings to this world... my computer then plays a beautiful role (
finally) with its fasination with the noose
but blast it, really.
whilst stumbling upon a desire to scream...
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and what does a scream do to relieve me of this neuro-burden?
why a scream now of all distressed hours?
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farewell post-it notes mashed onto my forehead with super glue from a world i've just stepped off with a click of a mouse. there to remind me everytime i stare into the mirror
such a frightening world, that was.
i've just concluded as well, that cyberspace may just very well be the top transport system around.
global, environmentally (not including humans) friendly, fast, and throughly effcient. but that, is out of the point.
point being, that world might just be a very frightening possiblility.
while contradictorily,
jiayi proclaimes with utmost support just yesterday (scrawled on the board):
" SHIRLEY, jiayou for BASIC! "yes we are both aiming for ACS(IB) together.
but perhaps we've got our prorities scrambled up as well.
-the consequence of thinking too much, too early. as quoted by
whatshisname, "Human thought is futile."
indeed
tsesin 
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