Finally.
my room is clean and is currently fit for living. far from the pesthole it has been of in the last few months, it has been throughly (well-not really..but it'll do) sanitised and now boosts a clean and safe environment for effective learning.
HA. ok i just had to do that.
FINALLYFINALLYFINALLYFINALLY i can live in my room again. its cleaned! and i freakingly obsessively stayed up till 2am last (technically) night to flush everything out. boy was it some dust torpedo.
but today it GLEAMS in the late afternoon glow.
i am content.
except for my eyes which are hurting a lot. and an increasingly nagging headache in the back of my skull.
haha did i mention i proceeded on to take a bath till 2.30 (my fingers were horrifyingly Black, not exaggerating). following which i pasted and glue fumes-poisoned myself doing my chinese portfolio till 3.35 before i finally plopped onto bed.
sec4s end their prelims today. lucky them.
okay. stuff to study today; in level of importance. (forgive me, but this is important)
-4topics maths (2hr)
-1topic chem (1/2 hr)
-1topic ss. (1/2 hr)
-0.5topic history (1/2 hr)
-lit: 2books 4chapts (3/4 hr)
-2topics physics (1/4 hr, unfinished do tml)
assuming (hopefully with inaccuracy) that my brain cells would not work beyond 11pm, if i start at 6, ive 4.5 hrs of mugging! ^^
wow. schedule's pretty tight. but its possible!
yayness
-as quoted from mindy (although extremely out of context)
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haha. i am geniunely trying to be optimistic.
its helping, surprisingly.
tsesin 
spoke at : 6:01 PM