i havent done a lot of things in a very long time.
havent folded my skirt, screamed, cried my heart out, had fun, laughed heartily, hugged anyone, been free, thought about nice happy things. havent been late for school, havent been crazy, havently been un-bored downed with homework. havent spoken fluent chinese, havent been loving maths nor science, havent done a craft for nuts-es anyone. havent been tolerant nor patient, havent stopped being suspicious, havent stopped being quite horrid, havent gotten rid of terrible attitude havent totally let go, havent stopped worry since. havent not care so much about what people say of me. havent turned back to Him, havent found the way, havent danced with wild abondon.
havent