let me escape from my stupidly horrendously idiotically high pile of work-to-be-done and humour myself with this.


My ex is??

Maybe I should try something down right and left crazy. say...sail into the bermuda triangle. then again, i wldn't have the TIME considering our school curriculum.

I don't understand a lot of things. people, why things turn out the way they do, why some become what they are.. lots of things.

I lose my head when someone hurts me. i shoot up high to defensive mode and do or say things that i really regret after that.

People say stuff i'd sometimes rather not know.

Love is amazing. but something i cannot fanthom, something i no longer wish to.

Somewhere, someone cares for you more than you can ever know.

I will always remember those moments when the beautiful sides of people reveal in subtle ways..and you didnt expect it, but was lucky enough to have caught it (:

Forever is His love with us.

I never want to hurt anyone ever again. whether deliberately, unknowingly or in my most uncontrollable state. never again

I think the current US president is um. old? i don't know. maybe he's stressed or something..a lot of grey hair.

When I wake up in the morning it usually cuts my dreams. really hate it.

My past is something i don't wish to bring up

I get annoyed when people judge others harshly, having no little stred of understanding at all.

Parties for going high!

Kisses are mostly lust esp. around our age. sad huh. but anyway, there're supposed to be the sweetest few seconds on earth.

Tomorrow is another day to scrap past. hopfully, with joy.

I really have no self-discipline! it will be my downfall i tell you.

I have low tolerance for bananas. like yuck, really.


its true, its really dangerous to be on stage... glorifying Him.

especially for dance... boy is it difficult. there's a performance coming up too, during the ny family concert. pray that whatever it is, he will guide me towards in truly glorifying him, and not me, on stage.

it is so easy to be contented about what you can do, so easy for that desire to prove to people to arise in your heart. infront of so many people...

there's no meaning when you dance for yourself. ive tried dancing at home when no one watches and to close my eyes and dance just for Him, and it comes so fulfilling like none other... and it was only for that few seconds.

its really hard, esp when i know out of my insecurity sometimes i drive myself just so i can prove to others...but nothing is impossible for God.


yeah. i love dancing, so much, but i don't want to dance for me.