feel like going for the morning service tomorrow. waking up early to hear a sermon you know

haha feeling lonely. rest of the family's overseas on holiday.

realised what it means when a sermon said that one of the reasons God created families was for companionship. its true.

although well...maybe we're not the happiest of families but the loneliness is just magnified without them. and i realised how ive just taken them for granted all the while.

now at night it just feels lonely when you lie in bed and know that you're the only one sleeping in these few rooms.


jolyn! i know you don't want me to say this but cheer up...although it sounds so impossible and you feel so lost and messed up, remember that He'll always be there no matter what. His love is forever.

i understand, and i know how much it hurts...but *hugs*
it'll be ok


was talking with a nicholas from rays coming back home from church on the bus yesterday night. met him on the coach back from malaysia (since julia had to sit with grace), and im thankful.

his conviction to act on what God revealed to him during the camp was very encouraging. he was also so determined to pray more, be more consistent in QT- and give some things up that wasnt pleasing in God's eyes. we shared our problems in our spiritual life, and turns out his parents are non christians, always quarrelling quite a lot too. but he told of how God helped him grow, and through him i realised how nothing is really impossible for God.

ha thank God. its amazing how people are put in your life to encourage you. and i was complaning on the coach somemore.


ohno ive to wake up at six thirty if i want to go to the 1st service early in the morning tomorrow..
okayokay. on second thoughts, i think i'll go for the 2nd service-_- haha