so proud of myself for being very strong today :)

with my hip being terrible- i carried a lot of THICK DESIGN MOTIFF BOOKS THAT MRS TEO CURSED ME WITH gave me all the way home. after staying back all through with her discussing about the project- till after like, 7?

walked to the side gate and found it to be LOCKED. so had to walk all the way to the other end of our beautifully huge school and make a HUGEHUGE detour. a TOTAL u-turn. wasey. walk until can die. i mean, without my bag and all the THICK BOOKS i had to carry i was already limping badly. what more with? haha.

half way through it was so bad was praying desperately out loud halfway through the red track. found out that the sky was very very pretty by the way:)


and by God's grace i managed to get into a rhythm. and if i thought about it, its amazing because i realised that after a while my hip wasnt hurting anymore... (: i mean i didnt realise then cos i was lost in my thoughts...but the pain was negligible enough not to disturb my thoughts.. :))

realised i'd climbed the stairs so normally...i mean GOSH, mindy knows how bad it was earlier today when i had to climb stairs up and down the stupid library(or maybe she was too busy talking to notice-_-). on the FOURTH floor. and for 2 times for two different lessons somemore. it was SO crazy ok.

i felt old and creaky today.


and my fren tells me i probably have weak bones and joints with my wrist, shoulder, leg and hip being like that. and so im gna have osteperosis (how to spell) when im grow old. such a nice comment right.

anyway i reached home safely and without considerable pain.

lol. and maybe im not that proud of myself "being so strong" anymore:D more of ever so thankful for His love:)