sigh. i absolutely absolutely absoutely cannot do this alone. T-T
but its not just about me
ah. yesterday. i did something very hurting to someone...but it was...for the best. i don't think there was another living choice that was better for either of us.
ha...there was nothing wrong in the decision or explanation or whatever; but well. its just hurting.
and freak. im feeling very bad about it. how many times have i went through today asking myself over and over -was it; ultimately...the correct thing to do? shucks. i don't know.
i sure hope so. for now..i'll just close my eyes and surrender everything over to my heavenly papa. im sure he has his plans.
sigh. i never wanted to, but if its for the best in the long term...
sucker. this sucks
argh *scrowls, sadly*