ok.
i was feeling in quite a bad mood so that angst thing at the side ar made me quite irritated. BECAUSE it already feels bad enough without JASON saying its ANGST. >< for your infor. i MISS HER ok. freak u.
but after writing a whole argument on WHY THE TERM ANGST DOES NOT STAND (its freaking long) i finally cooled down. so jason, you're forgiven. but NEXT TIME I SEE YOU AR. watch out man. u forget you're not THAT much taller then me.
but i think its also cos im in a bad mood oso la so. yea. a bit sensitive to jokes ar.heh/
oh and ya. if you still want that argument, u can ask me to send it to you.=) im quite happy with it:)
hmm...
im very, very, very thankful for God's strength and wisdom to guide this hopeless me.. and finally i recognise; just how horribly lost and messed up i would be without Him. finally too, i realise the power and importance of prayer.
thankful i will be, despite all trouble and worries. what can seperate His great love that forever stands for us?
oh how many times have i broken Your heart
still You forgive, if only i ask
how many times have You heard me pray
(-its like, so so so applicable)
i don't want to turn away from Him everever again..
and whatever happens..He will guide our paths.
tsesin 
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