today's dance session was nice:) wasnt depressed, didnt kept thinking my dancing sucks and yea:)
it was cool/

WE GOT OUR HAT FULL OF STARS DVD TODAY *dies from excitment


haha...today i strained my right calf muscle again:( but it wasnt as bad as during the long jumps heats on thurs. the heats was CRAZY ok. i had to LAND and PUSHOFF with my right feet. siao ok. after that i was just pouring a whole bottle of watercooler water on my leg :D

YESTERDAY i went to watch the debate finals! well ok la ny got 4th again, United World College with their angmo accent got 3rd. and acsi was FINALLY beated by mgs (((: after consecutively being the champion for i dunno how many years ok. its quite amazing :))


and boy, everyone can speak so fast and clear. haha freak them la.

almost died when i saw ken there too.(like what is he doing there??!!@$^%) but i shant be mean. so//sigh. OHWELL.

do i think a lot? ok la. realised that everyone's ignoring me nowadays. kinda sad huh. ok not really la; just 2 people. one's quite major la, can tell by the expression...the other's just,hmm normal? :D


and you feel quite stupid la. you're trying to CONNECT to that person like how you connect to people when you talk to them and you get a *look away pretends you're not there* expression.

or a *pretend you don't exist and cont'ds to do other stuff* kinda response.

walao the feeling sucks la. and you're thinking/ what in the world did i go wrong again. you get the feeling of, "can you shut up i'd rather you not talk to me ive got better things to do"

and you feel so stupid. trying to talk and connect to someone and that person's just ignoring you. quite hurtful also;


ha.
so that's why i must never be like that to ken again. even though he really is very irritating.

ohwell. life.


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ohyea, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIA!!!!!!!:)))
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