seriously. what do i look for when i come online?.!!?
WHY do i find myself online here and waiting for something to happen?!

WHY??!!

what do i want from here. what am i trying to express; subtly, yet not. what do i hope others, or some, would get.??!!?

breathe* this is a liability.

i know i was being brainless today. or more appropiately speaking; heartless. to myself? oh.ha-ha-ha.
and i finally got a digicam i always wanted.

and after a while when the initial WEEH-stuff die off you realise how temporary things from the world are. like, poof! and...ha. any "happiness" it brings is gone. ohwell. its still nice to look at i guess. and the functions are confusing me like crap.

cameras...they freeze time; and are the only things that produce solid evidence that the past existed. other than photographs and clips...everything is just in your head. your memory. whose to say they really existed?

haha oh whatever. ive to cut out these kinda ideas.


anw; look! haha from jasmine's blog:

March babies have/are
"Attractive personality. sexy.
Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest,
generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered.Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows
emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others."

true or not?
lol. im a march baby! cept for the fact ive grown up already! -haha ok not funny -.-

ok i know i tend to bottle up feelings. (: and im easily angered): and i hardly show emotion. yay. actually most of this here is true. dunno why for jasmine its not applicable. maybe she's not the right answer out of the equation// :DD (N.A you know)


there's flag day tomorrow. reminds me of so much so much else. and they;ll be lotsa thinking time on the trip there so its cool really. except for the fact its so EARLY.

but ah. tml i will try and dazzle with my smile. ha.