i realise everyone of us is bounded by something that tortures our lives. a fear, a misery, a torture from someplace, someone, yourself.
ha...sometimes i find so much meaning, so much that was lost, in what i grieve over. and other times i don't grasp the meaning.
i shouldnt come online so often i guess. cut off all contact and tackle myself alone.
hope it won't turn out as bad as im imagining now.