a splash of gold on black
ive long given up on rubbing it out, now i cover it
and i see only black
no more earthly colours; only heavenly.
because, only heavenly colours can breathe life onto black, fill it with another colour non existent in this world.
but when i lift the cover long after; would it again be gold on
black?
maybe then;
i really admire parents-
they never give up on their children even if the love of their lives are hurting them so much. still loving them.
such is the power of love/
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today in the middle of recess i receive aletheia's christmas card!:)
ha jaime la...
and its so nice to receive a card telling how much someone has appreciated you when you're feeling so tired. and lonely.
ha..
but i cant want to dwell on anything else it'll drain my emotional strength.or whatever that's left of it.and i need it to sustain me physically.mentally too.
what does school do really? or maybe
ah forget it.
this christmas card, it was right on time.
tsesin 
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