okay.
i know i cant possibly be stuck in this hole for eternity. oneday i'll have to start climbing out by the sides, and why not let Oneday be now?
yes.i shall start. no more letting the past affect the present.no pointt.
thus.
i shall-
*be more disciplined in doing quiet time and praying
|start taking effort to improve my darn chinese.
|attain a stable timetable.
|fit art, maths and dance outside lessons to my schedule.don't say im crazy.i mean it.
|be nice to people
|start getting attached to my class and people
|overrule procrastination
|start piecing up my wardrobe REASONABLY
yea.
today went shoppping with jolyn! k.and it was a simmery starry time. except for some time in the middle when it rained and we got soggy.yes she's a dear.. (: i cant even start to imagine what will happen after olevels if we go to different schools... where am i to be without her/
:)
realised i should pretty well be happy about my family i guess. i don't want to complain about it anymore; there's worst out there. and no more sorrowing about anything. rubbish of the world. i shall be naive no more.
or at least
try.
*
no i don't want to be caught swimming with a crying heart
cos then i'll need a life saver
and i really don't want one.
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tsesin 
spoke at : 10:55 PM