i don't know...
am i avoiding it?
it doesnt feel very bad or anything you know.and its SORTA
supposed to.u get what i mean?
yess.maybe cos there's more good than bad in it!(: yea.
the winds are like so cold nowadays?and rather strong too..drafts.and i keep hearing wind chimes in the distance.which is very beautiful you know...there's this hollow call to it i don't get.
ohwell:)
my com's getting nuts.everything i open its illigal and thus must be shut down.how am i suppose to find entertainment like that someone tell me.or maybe i should just, you know, spend more time on my qt instead of wasting time online.
ive returned,,thankfully.so thankfully so.in God's own miracle way yes.:)
and its an answered prayer i just realised...of saturday when michelle gave us time to talk to God alone..
yea(: its so happy to be walking towards God again, after so long of straying away.
oh gee there's still that aep visual diary to do..and im quite dead. nvm. after this.
realised with mindy that i have no idea what i really am..sometimes im like this attitude with one person, another with others and its just so...different to different people. i think in a way i find myself bending to the expectations of those that i talk to, except with people im closer to, and when i get provoked :D
well.
ive to rush my aep already.
but i know for sure its not affecting me greatly(: because God is right beside me.(im not talking abt my art- art's killing me)
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IVE TO STOP SAYING WHAT THE HELL.geez.
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tsesin 
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