Turning away
What if you walk along a road
Towards your one true love
But decide to turn in tears halfway
And walk back towards that curve.
Away from your heart's one dying flame
The one you care so much
And leave it all, no turning around
For who knows where...
You just don't want to be around.
Maybe because for once,this once,
You want to break away
To stop this pain so torturing
To stop facing it everyday.
Maybe because for once, this once,
You wish not to be alone
Left outside the world you seek
Left out of your love,this stone.
That door you tried so hard to open
You claw at it everyday
But with everyday that you seek in vain,
At night, comes aflood with the pain.
You feel you are my stepping mat
Your shell outside the door
But if you will allow for it there to lie-then tell me,
How to avoid it,
And reach that door?
Can
you ever understand
You who locked me out
The pain that crunches in my heart
Of never seeing my love's true self.
So from this pain you walk away
You see no point in this
You run away,leave it far behind,
To avoid yet another, demise.
So what, if I choose to turn and walk
Away from the one I love
So what, if i choose to turn my face
From the back of my one true love.
just to try..
it isnt very good,but]
gah.
nothing to do?
tsesin 
spoke at : 5:19 PM