im sitting here listening to depressing songs depressing about depressing stuff.
-and i cant stand the pain-
-and i cant make it go away-
-and now im fading away-
-im sick of this life,and i just wanna scream-
-how could this happen to me-
song lyrics; no wonder im feeling so depressed.
deflation.
pressed.
hmm...so the devil presses you down? sits on you; destroys you.
ok i just switched it off.really cant stand it anymore.
school's starting next week.i just realised.
and there's still that 1200-1500 word commonwealth essay
plus the shadow of having not done anything at all this holiday.these two months just flew pass me; and i didnt even get a whiff of it.
so much that happened.
so much that went up;
and down again.
God has been fair,He has given my fair share of talents and everything elsel; for those i am so thankful..
and now i sit and stare at my biggest struggle in my life.
discipline*
my demon in me.