and so i find that ive been a horrible person all along. so purely horrid.
i want to change;
but there's guilt dragging me down.guilt and this old habit of mine.
its returning
so i realize if i don't totally turn the blame to inside of me i push it all to others.am i...that terrible a person..
that only God can truely accept me;and no one else.
and i can only whine and complain to others.
IS IT.is it..?
haha and i actually expect them to waste time for me..ha