today today today.

at chinese drama: something i wish not to comment about.no hard feelings in the end..not angry at anyone really- have to respect e majority's decision, we all have our own reasons i guess, and reasons not unnreasonable.


at least i know i did try, hmm that's important or i'll really regret not speaking up-

really dun want to start bitching. refraining, refraining.not bad its actually working,i don't flare up and can sorta accept people's views i guess.


things started to get wild after a while- everyone started to get agitated,defensive,a little unreasonable at times.everyone went crazy la. ohwell guess we just have to concentrate on chinese now that the air is cleared. not really..but ah you get my point.


but im guilt stricken abt maoliangliang..he looked...so sad.and still said he didnt mind and everything..goodness.. after that when i said sorry to him he was like oh its ok its ok..

and when i said he looked very sad he was like no la act one..and its like..'ohman


feeling so guilty..
like affected oso dun want to show and make us feel bad.
freak.


ah im sure blogs will be flaring, and i seriously dun want to read any of them. cos bet they'll all be angry comments i suppose, and reading them will make you angrier.no point la.

im passed that and i want to stay like that, thank you very much.


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today today today.

didnt bore myself at home and rot.went with mindy to bugis, then to jurong east.didnt chose the latter.

mindy's a nice person to talk to.she listens la,and we're in many ways similar-she understands! haha- i was talking talking talking to her..and realised a lot of stuff we (the general public) do are dumb.


like.
when we try so hard to show otherwise- when it could be just.,oh nvm.could be.

irony..ha

or..actors?life is just like one big play.one grand big play that starts from the moment we receive our conscience till the moment we die. oh beautiful.

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went2 bugis and got crazy and got blue n.polish with mindy.

blue..sympolises many a things.
for now, blue is my palette. (must have got crazy studying aep)


and we went jurong lib to borrow bks.not my choice.

there i painted blue.
n.polish.


and as i stare at the flashing blue fingers as i type...
they say the eyes reflect everything.


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ok mindy?