screwed maths.ha don't even know if i can pass not.
and now im just wallowing in this, just like what i always do;
stuck in this neverending black whirlpool,that i created for myself.
a not very clever thing to do.
guess i have to expect it..didnt work very hard...and i knew very well i wasnt superb in maths.ohwell.
gta concentrate on sci on monday.got lots lots to study; and hope i dun flunk it as well.
hmm final ca2 results today, wasnt say very bad...but then, its not the ca2 that matters now doesnt it.
but the exam matters?
ha.not really~ there's more to life than the exams and the numbers that society tags on you.a result of humanity judging itself.
when everyone's so different but yet we create a basis of judging everyone's intellectual.
God is the only right one to judge us; and to Him everyone of us is special and unique, each of us wonderfully made in our own way..to Him we are all equal.
today on the top of the double decker bus while staring at the world shift past i noticed the list of ca2 marks i scribbled on my hand..and thought,
this list of numbers,62,71,72,68,78,55,74 is supposingly everything my brain is capable of. this list is the result of how much i am capable of thinking compared to others.
and its stupid;
when the vast diversity of our minds is reduced to a pile of numbers this same diversity made up
to put our own limits on this huge neverending imagination locked in our brains
and the six numbers on a small corner of my hand in faded blue ink is the measure of my mind
what rubbish.
tsesin 
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