everything's sounding so hollow..im surprised there isnt an echo.
hurts the ears.
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hmm ysd went to see the doctor.and he gav me
pills for my hip.weird.
and ysd i thought it wasnt hurting as bad as before,but then the doctor pressed the bones so hard and asked me to stretched this muscle and that muscle over and over again...
and today its hurting back again.with evey step.just like before.that doctor.
missed dancing.and just now i tried and my hip hurts again.
or oh i forgot i wasnt supposed to be doing any execise till wed at least.and while it hurts,never too.whatever.
but ha i cant just whatever away everything.last thurs after ninjado warming up whoa the pain was crazy la..haha.
and pressing it doesnt help ive found out so i shall refrain from that.since the pain comes from inside the bone.
sigh,,its these little things that sorta make life more interesting now.
hey.im gonna try and achieve something this holiday.not to waste it away again.yes.gotta have more discipline.
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i had no idea i was so messed up.and maybe im not.
there are many out there stuck in a situation so much more worst then mine,so they should be the ones getting help.
somehow i feel unworthy.hmm..
is it a lie?
tsesin 
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