ahhh justina i hate your blog...

:D ha no la not because the stuff you write or what la..not ur fault actually..its just me.ha:)nvm im so brainless.

stuff i do are just dumb dumb dumb.

vow never ever to repeat the same mistake again. never ever ever.-

enough said.
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christian songs are comforting though-they js have a different feel..totally different..haha

its like when everything feels very sour and bitter and the song just numbs it away..brings it away.

and obviously you feel much better(duh)..cos God takes away our pain:)


praise the Lord.


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freak la...today was supposed to be the last day of our exams!! -but its not T_T

its bad enough when you see other people hand up their science paper and shine with relief that exams are over and you know you can't do that.
but its horrible when you think abt your two more papers; two more days of exams when people are out there jamming the world to nuts.

and ure stuck at home looking at fauvism with fauve=wild beast yay.


sumore the two more papers are not subjects where you can sorta slack off and still kinda get through it somehow..lke history and lit...and you still have THREE more pieces of A3 PAPER to fill with RESEARCH DRAWING and CONCEPT DEVELOPMENT.(whoever was the 1st who thought about this kinda thing anyway...?)

T_T anw its times like this when i wish i never joined aep in the 1st place..but im ok with it the rest of the time :) its kinda nice..


ok POINT IS.
our exams should be way before our eoys what...i won't mind like 2mths before or sth..its so depressing when ppl can be enjoying themselves and ure stuck at home studying art history and doing prep work.

esp prep work,..that ure under pressure to do really nicely cos it counts in the marks. ohman i feel like not caring and flunking it. but then again i don't/

dramatically*
[im torn between the love of art and...(laziness?)


ok forget it nvm


im js contradicting and contradicting myself throughout this long long crappy thing that im typing out of lonliness.SIGH.

haha..im complaining alot. not like im the only one la..BUDDEN HOR. still. this is really torture.


ohboy nvm.if i don't start now i don't have to sleep tonight.again.like last night.


bye world..*sniffs*(can u believe it my world is reduced to this old piece of metal infront of me)sigh.


-im off to drown in some eccentric 19th century art movement


//ha maybe i'll even dream abt it tonight...surrealism eh?