im glad i went to church today..almost by God's will. or should i say, defiantely by God's will.
had..too many burdens ive been shouldering too long
and God is the only one who will ever really understand it all/
`still waiting for the answered prayer
but with renewed faith]
^
i can show you the world, shining simmering,splendid..but only if you let me_____?
you..
sigh i guess i'll still have to be patient
how long do i have to wait?
if only you knew. if only.
shush
i cannot afford to drown in my desperation any longer
cannot let it kill me.
patience dear girl
must cont'd to pray for you. faithfully. patiently.
dear you..
if just only you knew how much there is to all this.]
impossible.wistful thinking
but God's peace. my pillar of strengh in times..
even in impossible times.
tsesin 
spoke at : 11:47 PM