this week was. not good,
im not controlling my emotions- its just all wild. am i, unstable?
lastfew days was pissing every freaking person off.and all i had in mind was -can you please leave me alone. friday wasnt that bad.cos i was too sick to be pissing people off. i was grateful the day passed with me just feeling strangly detached from this world. light headedness.
im not allowed to go to festival of praise..i really want to go. i need to get out of this place. im dying. i need God.
what julia just told me struck me hard. so is that what is really happeneing? was what she thought actually true, i have no idea.
and its killing me.
someone tell me the truth.