yesterday was unreasonably angry.shouldn't have.doesn't matter not angry anymore:)

(: learnt A LOT about music yesterday too.. got a jap song: veryvery nice...today jolyn send me a spanish song too! La Isle Bonita.... like so nice lah....


ha didn't know that a lot of songs can be so nice :)

just back from cca....from some reason was feeling so breathless during dance. maybe stamina lacking.crap.

our encore dance is SO nice! -extremely fun.. and our opening number's this fusion dance...special right/


going to church today, looking forward to it.

pray that God will help me through today..
shouldn't have slept so late yesterday :)
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satan makes you feel guilt -horrible sadness, and loneliness
but we weren't made for all that.. if we choose to go to God, if we want Him to come, He will. but you have to take the step out first...

if i hadn't go to God during the end of P6 -i would have been havoc.

spiteful words, revengful, rebellious -extremely vulgar..the world would become a meaningless, dark empty space filled with only temporary happiness -nothing is real..


God made me realise the beauty of the world, the everlasting love He has for us -a love so great we can't even begin to understand. that wherever we are, we are not alone...He will always be there for us, beside us, loving us.

for this, i thank God- He has light up my life, opened up a happier side of me. found out that it is easier to live day after day, forgiving, forgetting, finally letting go, moving on... He will forgive ur sins whatever it is.

true happiness-


satan just wants to make your life suffer, he just wants to bring you pain... follow God's calling- only in Him do you find true, not temporary, happiness..

get away from satan..this i beg of you...in the end, he will only destroy you. pray to God, He understands everything..talk to Him, he's the only one that understands..

and yes you do matter a lot to Him, and alot to those around you, those that care for you. and that is important.-more important then the majority of the poulation in the world.


sincerely,
shir-

i really hope you read this...