im so tired - troubled. and i don't even know the specific reason. generally where its coming from i know, but i JUST CAN'T PINPOINT WHAT.
feeling so dead now...maybe crying would help but see no point. no matter how troubled, tears never solved ANYTHING. NOTHING. i just see no point.
listening to christian songs. they are helping. nothing, NO ONE understands. only God ,and i can just picture, no, i
KNOW He's just beside me, understanding. comforting...
*touched by His love. everlasting love.
its so much better when i think of that. sometimes it just feels like no one in the whole wide world would care -but God's probably the only one who will not shun u whatsoever, whensoever. if i become a freak tomorrow, He would still love me.
its comforting. still troubled, but comforted. like when someone covers a hot, irritating, itchy patch of skin with a wet towel.ha..stupid example, but its still strangely comforting.
*if you call to Him, He will answer you..
|zith
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