before i forgot....credit to JUSTINA (aka ahmah) for thinking up this very nice url name for the blogg...ha im supposed to do this a long long time ago but..NVM.-
so.
horrifying what jolyn showed me today. reversed lyrics. like goodness- but yes God will protect us.
have strayed- got to get back, HAve more DISipline. yes but im trying to follow as closely as what i read- it helps :D it really does :DD
have learnt to accept ppl more.yeah.
only under His hand do we find true happiness..
shall blog in proper english,don't really fancy seeing my english deterioate (<-great how do u spell that) to rubbish and do nothing about it.
looking forward to dance tomorrow- our encore dance really rocks@! :))haa..if only leanne was here yar~ can learn steps together, cant believe she's in COLORADO-! all the way on the other side of the world! +
still looking forward to FISHbone-! i do sincerely hope they change the spoon though..
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dunno what to do, no idea whether you're real or just an illusion. maybe i should just relax.
it was nice seeing ur face soften though- just like the other time, a long time ago..
..lol..im in such a dreamy state- should snap out of it.
why ppl just want to be tough infrnt of the world is something i don't understd.
hmm still in my dilema.
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noe what i can't stand ur attitude now. u have no reason.
uve changed a great deal. ive realised it myself. n u used to be nice. guess that was history too.
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ok nvm was kinda pissed off cos someone was particularly cold & only asking for results.....didn't understand the need for a cold attitude. there was no reason i could bring myself to think of. but maybe....just maybe..o nvm.
don't worry if maybe i thnk tt its u its not.haa ok i dunno how to explain but u should noe when its NOT u. but there are loopholes..ok i shall find a chance to
Explain.
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eeks freaky ths entry looks like i have different worlds in me..ha
don't understand myself sometimes..made a few mistakes today. shouldnt have blamed evrything on mindy yes.but was rather proud tt i didn't snap cos was irritated with jas at a point. :D
haa ok done for now- gta rush my shortening of script:) [yeah from ysd]
contend.zith-